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Bad HabitsOne leads to twoBad Habits by Saii-san
Two leads to three
Three leads to four
Four leads to more
More leads to guilt
Guilt leads to shame
Shame leads to pain
Yet the next day starts
And I'm at it again.
Once I'm out
All I think about is more
When I get some
I'm shaking to the core
I know it is dumb
But these guilty habits
Bring me up then bring me down
I tear myself to bits
I make myself drown.
Heat Satisfaction Lust AttractionHeatHeat Satisfaction Lust Attraction by Saii-san
Presence and life
Blood is the life force inside us
It is hot and prescious
We can feel this warmth through skin contact
It awakens our conscious
Synonymous with joy
Satisfaction isn't always guaranteed
It is fought for
Started out as a goal or seed
A product of love and attraction
Is not considered subtle
A chemical reaction
Breath on the neck
Fingers trail down your back
Often mistaken for love
Our human urges to please and be pleased
The strong magnetism between things
A bundle of kindling ignite
Burning a bright fire
Attracted to the flame like a moth to a light source
Many tears have been shedMany tears have been shed on the needles on which you lie your headMany tears have been shed by Saii-san
You bite your lip
You fight the pain
You try not to cry
But it's back again
It's always a battle
Leaving you shaken
Leaving you rattled
Curled up in ball
Tears stream down your face
You wanna say goodbye to it all
But this decision is not for you to place
The lowly gleaming times when you are actually smiling
It doesn't always feel like enough
Life is hard
There is no substitute
You take it as is
Or you give it all up
Working with your pain is hard
But giving up would be a bigger mistake
"You've got to hold on", they tell you
"You've got to hold on for god sake"
Soft and Gooey Center (for lack of a better title)ColdSoft and Gooey Center (for lack of a better title) by Saii-san
The ice flows through my veins
My heart tries to keep under control
I fall to the ground
But I make so sound
Froze over my still beating heart
I scream aloud
Begin to sink
I am almost lost
Brought to the brink
Inside me something stirs
We can't be sure of what
Is it her
It's definitely not
With molten core
I try to fight it
I can't be sure
Funny Valentine poemMy darling, my lover, my beautiful wife:Funny Valentine poem by teensniper
Marrying you screwed up my life.
I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.
Kind, intelligent, loving and hot;
This describes everything you are not.
Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss,
But I only slept with you 'cause I was pxxxed.
I thought that I could love no other
-- that is until I met your Mother.
Roses are red, violets are blue,
sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead ,
the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head.
I want to feel your sweet embrace;
But don't take that paper bag off your face.
I love your smile, your face, and your eyes
-- Damn, I'm good at telling lies!
My love, you take my breath away.
What have you stepped in to smell this way?
My feelings for you no words can tell,
Except for maybe "Go to hell."
You can be a savior.Think of your fellow human and care about their fate.You can be a savior. by Ultimape
Strive to abolish suffering and remove that which is hate.
Reach out to those around you, and they may do the same.
If your world is full of hatred, there is not just you to blame.
You can feel this way without Jesus, he is but a mental crutch.
Have the gall to face the world without his ever present touch.
You can talk to those around you and the world won't really end.
Don't depend on the courage from an imaginary friend.
Do not wait forever for your heaven's grace.
Help those around you to make our world a better place.